~diDNt ThINk Of ThaT

yesterday...
i felt something...
i felt like i want 2 make something...
so i asked my mom...

CONVERSATION between

mom:M

toyib:T

T:bu nk wat doughnut la....ingredients cukop x...

M:cukop kot.....cukop la...

T:wheres the receipi...

M:on the cupbord...

so i took the reciepi n copy in my "little book of sweets"....i

i've started 2 bake all sorts of pastry dishes since january 09....

that time i was in my prac....in Puteri Pacific Hotel...

..

that nite i started making the doughnut.....i was very easy though...

AND with a little bit of creativity and imaginations...colourfull toppings were born..












so...as u can see...with imaginations u can invent anything u like....

~ARIOS AMIGOS~

~s0rrY~

last friday...dunno went is it....ade la dlm babpe minggu...

amad with me...went for a bowl in DAimAn BoWL...

....while bowling...

conversation between:

T:toyib

A:amad

T:mad.....so...lu jdi g kl x?

A:jdi la....tpi ale aq nih pening la...

T:lu pening ape....otak mu asyik pening...

A:esok aq nk gerak....tpi bju lom kemas...ape2 pon lom plan lagi...

T:aish...lu nk g...plik2...ape2 pon lom siap...(ni msti kat ostel wak2 blek kampg bjo x lipat masok beg)

......after bowling....we 2 kedai mamak for "ngeteh"

T:mad aq ni out bajet...aq x nk becahkn 100 ingget aq...(b4 we go 2 daiman i deposited my 100..

A:lu ade bape..

T:3 inggit...(wat the hell me man....3 bucks for wHAT...)

A:ala nanti aq payong la...

.....arrived there....

MAMAK....amad shouted....

conversation between...

T:toyib

A:amad

M:mamak

......

M:mau makan ape..

T:mak kat sini leh makan ape

M:(he just smiled)

A:erm......erm.....erm..

T:cepat la...

A:lu lom order lgi!!!...magie goreng satu....teh o ais satu...

(suddenly i saw the main menu aganst the wall)

milo ais:1.50
roti telor:1.20
all togather 2.70...okeh....found it...

T:mak milo ais satu...erm...roti telor satu...

A:aik 2 je.....sikit nah....mintak lebih...nanti aq bayarkn la...

T:bleh la...diet..

A:HEH...

......

the meals we ordered has arrived..ape lagi....makan la....

....we finished....and had a chit chat for 2 while...

its 10.45...

n suddnly amad's phone vibrate....owh...his girl called...

A:ello.....kat kedai mamak ni....ngan arep...ngah minum2 jap....tuuuuut....

.....

T:mad asal?

A:tah la..

T:de ckp pe?

A:tdi aq g tau de ngah minum2 nagn arep...pastu de jawab "g ar minum sampai sok pagi"

....

alamk....(his girl somehow already got in a bad situations..)

T:erm...mad....jom ar lek...awek lu 2 dah hot....kang nanti pe pulak....

A:.....jom...

....while paying...

T:milo ais satu , roti telor satu..bape?

M:3 inggit 20sen...

...did i miscalculatated....n...where tis 50sen come from...im surely out off my budget

T:mad de 2posen...

A:jap2

T:okeh2 dah2...

n amad sent me home....

T:mad tq...

A:okeh

~naj....sorry ea....that nite....not purposly though...nxt time ill ask ur permission dule ea nk ajak amad kuar...HEEhehheee~SORRY~

kimie....

while having dinner wit my mom...she told me a story that she heard when she was in Batu Pahat...

its about her uncle(my atok punye adek yg belah singapore) n her nephew(kimie 5 years old)

CONVERSATION between

tok dom: T

kimie:K

T:kimie..

K:ye caye...

T:atok x nk sunatkn kimieee kalau kimie x qaltam al quran...

K:ok...

while in mosque, right after they just finished praying...this little boy heard a man reciting the quran

K:atok

T:ye

K:atok...owang 2 x sunat lagi ea??sebab die bace quran...

T:....

~kids...always cheer up the day~

dREAmiNG a.k.a MaMai

time:5.00

location:in my room

me:on my bed

5.00am>my nokia 5320 express music alarmed me....

like always,after the phone irritated me... i immediatly call my fren (amaad)

CONVERSATION between

toyib:T

oprerator:O

amad:A

the first called
O:tuuuut tuuuut tuuuut...(no answer)

the second call

(.....)=that should be answered

T:ooo(ello)

A:ooo(ello)

T:limeee (its 5am.)

A:aaa(huh?)

T:aaaa(huh?)...lime(its 5am)

A:arrr(ok)

T:aaa(huh?)

A:tuuuuut(thanks)...end of call...

i learnt from him that morning was
>tuuuuuut< means thanks...(only when he mamai)

(kalau x mamai.....MAD JAGE KO)

amad ooo amad

...sumenye berlaku wak2 nk g keje....pagi lagi tuh...
...amad ni member baek aq...die start keje ngan makcik aq 10 aribulan...
senag cite aq pon keje ngan mak cik aq n satu tmpt keje ngan amad....(pham kn?)
...die ade satu masalah jew....susah nk bgn pagi...
...jadi aq deal ngan die...aq kjotkn die kol 5 pagi...n die msti bangon...

alkisah satu ari nie..x beberape lame mase ari 2 la...citernye begini....

malam sebelom kejadian..aq nmpk myspace amad online..wak2 2 dah kol 12....mlm 2...(ade yg x bleh bgn pgi)

aq pon plek la...nape mamat ni x tido lgi....so aq comment die...
tunggu punye tunggu...lame benor die x balas myspace aq...aq pon ngorok la...
(aq tido kol bape pon x kesh sbb aq sng bgn pagi KOT)

teeetttteeeeeettttetttttttetttttt(alarm nokia 5320 xpress aq berbunyi)
maka start la ari baru iaitu ari sabtu....aq keje....
dah mcm biase la...aq kejotkn si amad nih....(call die la)....
aq bgn je tros aq call die....wak2 2 dah kol 5....
aq kol....tpi xde respon....aq tekejot gak....
aq call lgi....xde respon gak....
aq call lgi....same jew...nih dah masok kali ke 6 aq call....
....agknye die x sedar lagi....xpe2.....aq g mandi dlu....

mcm yg lepas...wak2 first day die keje ngan aq...aq kol die dlm kol 5.30....bru la die sdr...

so....aq pon g mandi la dlu.....
agk2 dlm 15 minit aq siap mandi...kuar toilet tros msok blik...
aq keep calling him....sambil2 pki bju....(call gne loudspeaker)
x dpt lagi....aq tekejot gak dak nih....die x g keje mmg x bleh jdi...
aq keep trying n trying n trying..
....
aq siapkn brg aq sume yg nk bwk g keje bwk la ke pintu dpn.....
sambil aq siap,tangan sebelah aq mengemas n sebelah lagi call amad(masih call lagi nih)
dalam kol 5.45 aq tunggu la mak cik aq tok pick up aq...
dan..korang dah tau nye...aq keeep calling my bertuah punye kawan.....
aq loudspeaker kn...
call punye call...aq pon telelap sekejap.....

tepat kol 6....mak cik aq pon sampai...so aq pon stop kol die....
dlm van 2 makcik aq tgh bebual ngan worker die psl umah kat spore....
....dlm mase 3 minit lps aku naek van...AMAD CALL...

this conversatin melibatkn...

toyib:T
amad:A

T:ALLOW(perbualn mak cik aq dlm van terdiam)
A:weh arep...mak cik ko bah amek lom...
T:dah doh....aq dah naek van nih....ko bru bgon pe..
A:eh mcm mne nih...ko dah kat ne...
T:aq dah kuar tmn...dah nk smpi dah umah ko....ala ko siapkn baju ko..n mandi jew kat sne....
A:k k...

....smpi je kat jalan kat dpn umah amad,aq tron van....aq ckp ngan mak cik aq nk g umh die.....
aq tye mak cik aq,umah amad kat mne?....mak cik aq ckp kat corner umah ke 3...
aq pe lagi....berlari ar ke umah die....walaupon aq x tau umah die...
smpi satu corner aq nampak semak n ade jln lepas semak 2....tpi aq x lalu...takot ade longkang ke ape kan....
aq teros je la...msk corner lagi sa2...belok kire(sambil berlari)...
tetibe jew aq perasan sumething......umah kat corner 2 gelap jew....UMAH KOSONG LA.....x bergate lak 2......
..aq ape lagi...jeling2 umah 2....TATOT giler....aq check umah ketige lepas corner 2....x kn la umah amad..kecik jew....so aq tros lagi....
aq dgr bunnyi rantai..."wof" "wof"...alamak dog plak...tpi slmt kat dlm umah...(kalau yg kat luar umah???)

aq smpi kat satu corner lgi...LEFT or RIGHT...so aq g right...(patotnyer g left...)sbb aq x tau...
aq tros lgi....aq nmpk balai rye(dah jaouh ke dalam nih)...
aq teringat amad ckp umah die nmpk dri jalan besar(which is yg mak cik aq stop van)
pe lagi...aq patah blek la....on the way bunyi rantai lgi banyk...bunyi "woff" "woff" pon bertambh...ku lajukn pegerakan ku....

...aq teringat umah kosong....darah takot aq mule naek....smpi kat corner 2 aq jln tnpa menjeling2 ke arah umah 2...

dan aq tros menghala ke van mak cik aq....smpi kat semak tadi aq nmpk org lallu kat c2...

tengok2...eh amad(kalau aq tau....aq lalu sne tdi....)
....ckrg amad berade di belakang aq,dah kiteorang menghala laju ke van itu....

aq jeling ke amad

T:mad ko pki seluar pendek?
A:aq bru bgon tido la....aq mandi sne...
T:owh...aq sesat smpi kat balai rye ko tau x....cri umah ko pye psl....dah la jmpe umah kosong...dan dog yg mencabar keberanian aq...
A:umah aq tu hah...

smpi kat tmpt keje.....mad tros g blik air n tros mandi...
aq pon siapkn makanan tok d masak...
aq ke blik air n amad pon kuar...

T:mad aq kol ko dri 5 pagi ko tau x?....ko ni biar tol...
A:nset aq kene hempap ar....kat bawah bontot aq....(smbil memasokkn baju bucuknye ke dlm bag)
T:patot la...bape byk misscalled kat nest ko?
A:31(dengan nada suarenye yg relax)
T:31??!!!...byk 2...

amad ooo amad....slmtlah ko bangon....

Tak Leh Lama

cheng ade sorang abang..
die sgt rapat ngan abang die...
abang die nie g memane bwk nset....(sng la nk call)

satu hari bende sedih berlaku...
abang cheng ni jadi mendiang (mati daa)
disbbkn abg die ni g menane bwk nset.....
so...mak sie bakar la nset tok abg die..(ala yg org cine bakar2 kertas 2)
cheng ni pon sedih..(org maati mesti sedih)

malam esok nye....cheng tido lene je.....
agk bape minit kemudian....die tekejot...tebangon....

die mcm dgr orang panggil name die...(sayup2 gitu)
"cheng" "cheng" "cheng"
ape lagi meremang bulu rome die....
die knl suare 2...
lupe2 suare abg die....
"cheng" "cheng" "ni abg"....bukak la tingkap ni"..."bukak la"...
cheng wat x tau....

...esoknye.....
pagi 2 mak cheng tye die ade x mlm tdi dgr sesuate...
cheng balas....ade....
mak die pon cakap "mlm ni kalau dgr lagi uat x tau je"

....malam mendatang.....
cheng tito mcm biase.....
tpi mlm ni laen ckit....
die x dgr suare orang pggl die.....
die dgr ade sesuatu berlaku kat stor sblh bilik die....
die dgr mcm ade org kat bilik 2....mcm mencari sesuatu....membongkar.....
cheng pon wat bodoh je la...mcm mak die ckp...
.....

menjelang pagi.....cheng ckp ngan mak die...mlm tdi die dgr ade org msk dlm stor 2.....
mak die plik....sbb stor 2 mmg berkunci.....
(xkn la ade org nk msk dlm stor)
lgi pon stor 2 dah lme berkunci....

saat 2 gak mak cheng bukak stor 2....
TETIBE JE...
cheng tekejot...
die tengok barang dlm stor 2 tersusun rapi je....
die ape lagi .....KEBINGUNGAN....
die pelik ape yg die dgr mlm tdi.....
......

mlm 2 cheng x leh tito.....
die x sng sejak kebelakangan ni....
bende sume berlaku x msk akal....
.....
pikir punye pikir punye pikir punye pikir....
die pon telelap.....
TAPI..kelelapan nye 2 tergangu...(ala tekezut)
...bulu romenye terus meremang.....
...die merasekan ade sesuatu berlaku...
...jantungnye berdegap-degup....
...kepalenye makin runsing....
...peluhnye dah starting kuar kat dahi die...(walaupon econ dah 16degree)
...tangan die dah menggeletar...(ala mcm HAZIQ AF)
"zett" "zett"...
die tengok nset die belampu....ade org call....
die tgk kat screen...
....cheng terdiam...
....die nampk...
....die nampk...
....die nmpk...
name abg die terpampar kat skreen nset die...
....dia kaku seketika....
...

akibat terlalu takot...die menangis.....
...cheng mengangkat panggilan itu.....

cheng:abang
si mati:cheng tolong abang
cheng:abang kenape abang buat cheng mcm ni....
(dgn tangisan yang teresak-esak dan tersedu-sedu)
si mati:cheng tolong abang....abang x leh lame ni...kenape abg pggl cheng,cheng x sahut?,kenape abang suruh bukak tingkap cheng x bukak?
cheng:ch..cheng takot....
si mati:abang x leh lame...bateri nset abang dah nk abis ni ...puas abg cari charger kat stor...tpi x jumpe....tolong la cheng TOLONG.....
"tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
....talian terputus....
...air mata berlinangan di pipi cheng..disambung dengan tangisann dan esakannya...sayu selubunginya....

......sok paginye.....
die tell mak die....
cheng ckp abang punye nset bateri dah nk flat....(mak die bingung je)
mak die pon lyn je la si kepale cheng ni....
mak die pon bakarkn charger nset tok abg die nie...(ala waktu semayang diorg la)
.....
....
lpas je 2 keadaan jdi normal.....x de pape lagi da beerlaku....